"Sabtu 28 Februari 2009- hujan masih lagi berterusan dari pagi sehinggalah sekarang di kawasan air hitam. dikhuatiri jika hujan masih lagi berterusan, banjir akan melanda kawasan sekitarnya." STOP!!!! apsal annoying sangat tajuk dan awalan entry aku ni?? dah bertukar jadi penyampai berita plak ker? hu hu.. nope!!

aku bengang sebenarnyer sebab seharian aku tak dapat nak online + buat kejer untuk persediaan audit + tengok tv channel Aruna yang memaparkan sinetron drama Indonesia yang aku minat!!! Semuanya sebab hujan + petir + kilat yang amat aktif bertindak mengalirkan cas2 elektrik ke bumi. Jadi, seperti biasa ayah aku akan memantau pergerakan suis2 yang dia telah OFFkan awal2 sebab takut aku curi2 bukak untuk tengok tv. Boring shangat!!!!!

tapi, bila time camnie.. aku teringat citer winter sonata. yang heronyer handsome + heroinnyer yang comel tu. romantik giler seh. suka ... suka ... suka ... !!!! (kata upin dan ipin). baru kejap tadi aku kuar makan2 dengan abah. makan sate!! hu hu.. besh sebab dah agak lama jugak tak makan benda alah ni panas2 bersama abah. hu hu...

ni lepas balik dari makan sate.. hujan dah mula reda. Tiada lagi berlaku dentuman dan aliran elektrik ker bumi. ha ha.. maka aku jugak mula mengaktifkan jari-jemari aku yang agak gemuk2 jugaklaa... tapi runcing sikit (nak budget jari jemari yang comel dan halus mulus.. tak dapat sebab malash nak pakai losyen) bermain papan keyboard aku. tapi bermula dengan menulis belog ini, dan kejer aku.. jap agi aku buat.

Somebody Love you
I want you to know
Longs to be near you
Where ever you go
Somebody loves you
And I find a star
Happiness blooms
Somebody love you
Each hour of the day
When you around me
Or when you away
Sweetheart cant you see
That somebody is me
I'm yours
My whole life changes
And I can't be happy without you
You are mine
You are my love and my life
With out you I can't go on
Every day when you come
Back to me, I know
You still care
Somebody loves you
And it is me.

You were the ferocious fire
that always burn in my desire
with the passion
in the late fashion

I always wanted to be in your arms
cause I know there will be no harms
we can never stop the kissing
cause we really don't know what were missing

there are so many ways
our love heat
but there all sweet
if you were out of my sight
its like the world with no light

if you were away for a day
I would cry all the way to May
till you come back and say
“its okay"

I never thought I would find
a guy that’s so kind
I love you so much
just by the way we touch

today.., i was too busy with shopping. ha ha.. here are the shopping list

i) bought a tudung..(request from my sis and my dear friend)
ii) bought a curtain. at nagoya, carrefour bt pahat. (i hope i can find my cable so i can upload the picture )
so murah.. RM2 per metre. actually langsir ni around RM5 per metre. hu hu... but kebetulan jer lalu situ ada jualan murah.

iii) bought a dress that i can wear at PGL theatre. hu hu.. can't wait laa for my hero Rahman to act also princess Tiara.. she's soooooo luvly and she's so good with the character

iv) bought a sari .. ha ha.. this one is not for me my dear. it's for someone else. she wants to wear it on her anniversary dinner with her husband at a romantic place (secretto laa suzana!!).

v) took the water pump engine .. from my friend.

vi) bought a cd.. (aha!! i can burn all my favourite songs into it, so i can play it when i drive)

hu hu... so boros kan kan kan? tue laa. oooppppsssss!!! my friend called. Farah!! it's so long that we didn't see each other. around 6 months i guess. no wonder that she missed me all this time. ha ha.. tipu jer. dia takder laa rindu aku sangat. actually she called me juz for asking about a guy. she really wants him to be with me. having a relationship with me. "Farah.. if he wants to call me.. he will. if he wants to be with me.. i'm so sure that there is no 1000 reasons for it. he will like me.. luv me with so sincere". but she replied back to me.. "Su, you have to accept the fact. that this guy soooooooo ego, weird and mysterous guy".

Hu hu.. why i have to accept him? what about him? is he accept me with all da way i am? i'm sure.. 100% that i can accept peoples.. but what about the rest? can you accept me? peoples always judges without trying to ask. why? juz ask.. and u will get the answer. " why don't he juz asking me, "suzana, are you still available? i admire you and i wanna be with you all my life." it's so easy rite? juz ask.. and i will give the answer. why should i have to be blame if they had to marry with someone else? you know what.. change!!! u have to open your eyes and your heart before blaming other person. juz admit that you scared. afraid of what?? a rejection?? semua orang melalui kisah rejection nie ( termasuk lalu lalang kat kedai reject shop!!). To farah.. i know that you wants me to be with him. but enuff here. you have to stop pushing him. let him be.. think about his life and the future. he knows what he wants in his life. all of us need some kind of privacy rite. Farah sayang, i am so glad and happy cause having a friend like you.. and you care about me. i know that it's the happiest thing for you if i have someone special in my life. belum ada jodoh lagi laa farah. and i admit... that i'm still searching for someone that can accept me .. the way i am.

aarrrgghhhh!!! tensen tul laa.. my modem rosak. tried 100 times to repair2 laa.. but.. still not work. i hate it... when i need to submit something.. there... all the thing mula ngada2 rosak lak. so.. called the tm net. but they replied.. it's because my modem.. kay laa... my modem yg rosak. after worked yesterday, i went to the provider and he tested so many times.. using my modem. wallah.. the signal very clear. hu hu.. laju jer.. hu hu... so sad laa cause i need to upload all the lecture notes into my personal blog. so my students can download it and me also can selamatkan diri aku dari menjadi mangsa virus2 bunga. yeah... tapi elak camner pun still kena jugak dengan jangkitan. have to admit laa yg antivirus aku tak power. tengah kumpul beli antivirus yg original.. walaupun ada budget untuk beli tapi.. masih ada benda lain lagi utk aku lencongkan budget tu.. hu hu..

when we talk about this matter.., i'm still remember about satu virus yg buatkan aku bengang.. aku tak ingat nama virus tu.. tapi virus tu punya terror.. abis aku takleh nak bukak laptop aku. menangis gak laa.. aku terpaksa hantar kat member aku yg terror bab2 format ni.. dia yg tolong pulihkan balik.. laptop tu. yerlaa kena masuk wad ICU dekat dua minggu tu. aku takleh siapkan kejer langsung (shut up suzana! sebenarnyer memang aku takder mood langsung masa tu nak buat kejer pun) he he..

ha ha.. i luv tonight, i mean rancangan tv malam ni. TV3 tayangkan shall we dance. JLO yg aku minati, berlakon. besh tu.. sebab aku minat dia. aku pun tak tahu naper aku minat dia. Richard Gere.. mmmm aku minat gak kat mamat nie. walaupun dah tua, tapi nampak cool jer. ooooowwww... seksi seh! oooppssss sebenarnyer aku lebih suka citer pretty woman hu hu.. . i luv dance, yeah!!! so aku akan memaku diri aku (walaupun mengantuk yg teramat sangat nieh) aku setia nak tengok citer ni.. . Damn!! he looks so sexy when he dance with JLo. damn..

Look! look! JLo menari... owwww soooooo besh. it's beautiful... really. but ex roommate kat asrama dulu kata this movie aaa... so bored tau. but it's fine to me. i leh jer tonton sorang2 dalam bilik sambil mendengar kutukan2 dan sindiran2 membina dari katil sebelah. (LOL!!! just said so if you wanna watch this movie with me... laa Eina. jual mahal tue when i asked her to watch together... ha ha.. ) takperlaa.. akak tetap sayang kat eina.

Jureq!! Ras dah nak pergi. konpem aku rindu giler kat dia. tak beli hadiah agi nie. hu hu... miss her very much laa jureq.

To.. Julie, mana hilangnyer julie sayang ni? hu hu.. senyap jer. Juli!!! ha ha.. juz can yell in here. suppose i go to your page and ask where the hell have you been my dear??? miss you too laa Juli. forgot to ask you.. dah sembuh ker?

Sai gou no kisu wa
tabako no fla vor ga shita
niga kute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni iru n darou
Dare wo omotteru n darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashi uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotteru n darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever