yups... here the list for this 2009...

1. concentrate.. fully... to my career...
2. save money.. to go Umrah with my dad...
3. trying so hard.. to be cheerful again like old days...
4. buy a shoes .. for my dad... aha!!! he had a lots of shoes.. but it's okay.. if he juz want it.. he he.. he always bising2 before this when i bought a new shoes.. or sandals.. but now.. like father .. like daughter... ha ha
5. ... find someone special for me... (aha! this is the hardest things to do... i am not choosy or too picky... but i just want to meet a guy that can a accept me.. as i am... )

anyway... i juz luv this song... luv it...


I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come ...
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on, and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush, now
I see a light in the sky, (oh),
It's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it feel my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new new sun...
A new day has come

Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush, now
I see a light in the sky, (oh),
It's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it feel my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new new sun...
A new day has...

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it feel my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new new sun...
A new day has come

Hush, now
I see a light in your eyes
All in the eyes of a boy

I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love

yeah...

ha ha.. it's me and my beloved mom... i love you mom.. missed u very much... !!!

to my dad... be strong.. and we can face it..abah... together...

to my sister ... thanks kerana sentiasa memahami... dan sentiasa jadi penguat semangat ... luv u my dear sis.. . i wish all the happiness... to you and your husband... abang kashah..

to kak nor... and all cousins... thanks for the helps when i'm still lost.. and can't do anything... u're still here and be here with us... thanks a lot for all the helps... and believe me .. i'm and my sis.. appreciate for everything that u've done for us and dad... thanks!!!

to my nieces and nephews... please.. huh.. don't be so naughty.. i luv all of u very much.. especially uda and angah... please.. don't play2 huh.. he he... jangan main dengan api. jaga mata dan hati.. ingat ur mom and dad... kat kampung sentiasa menantikan kejayaan both of you. kat tempat praktikal pun jangan nakal shangat. tak larat acik nak turun sana settlekan...

untuk kawan2 tersayang... ras, mai... jurek... aiza.. ada... wana... aida, jj..(not jaya jusco.. lol) kak iza.., fizah..., kak baya dan ramai lagi (sorry.. tak sempat nak tulis kat sini...) thanks sebab sentiasa ada di sisi... dan sentiasa memahami aku.. serta sentiasa bersabar dengan keadaan aku yg tak berapa stabil beberapa hari itu..

apa pun... here is the list... about azam tahun baru... 2009!!!

* realisasikan azam tahun 2008.. yang mana realisasikan azam tahun 2007... 2006...2005...
(waahh.. such a lot of things to do.. )

got to go now... i think.. i will continue it later... about the list..